Thursday, December 18, 2008 1:24 PM
Wah Lao! Damn tired. Emotionally. Psychologically. Really drained sia.
Its 5.25am on my clock and I am still wide awake. Besides a few yawns, I still can make it through. Haha. Actually I think its quite fun the TON the entire night. Well, at least I know I am doing my work, and that I am doing them at my own pace. Do 1 qn, play viwawa, finish qn2, go youtube stream. and so on.. :D
Hmm. There are really a lot of things for us to do lah. Its just too bad that in life, we can't really choose what we want and don't want. so... DO LOR.
Btw, I think I am becoming retarded by the day. Gong Gong! :D
Labels: projects
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
Wednesday, December 10, 2008 6:41 AM
Emo. Damn emo today.
After project discussions, samantha and I stayed and kinda emo-ed together. We sat at the steps of Singapore river, waving to random tourists in boats and talked.
We were so damn emo that we talked about the various ways to die, whether we were ready to end our lives NOW, to recall what will hold us back... Weighed the pros and cons of death methods and thought how to carry them out. That is besides the fact that we die due to old age.
For me, I wanna die sleeping in a car. Carbon monoxide. :D Just die sleeping. Sleep through all troubles and PHOOWH! I'm gone! How nice.
For sam, she arh.. funny person. She wants people to directly/indirectly kill her. Haha. She said smth like ask that person to turn on the gas without her knowing and that she will be sleeping. Hahaha.
She arh.. wanna die also mst pull someone down. If I am that 'somebody', I still have to go to jail leh...
and kinda a lot more emo and death stuffs. Hah!
Oh well, David Archuleta camled me down. Haha. Just love love love him and his angelic voice. Plus. The lyrics are just so real and emotional!
Barriers
David James Archuleta
Well, I don't know how to say this right
And the words got me chokin'
I keep hittin' this wall
It's never gonna fall
And we're still broken
This mountain we've been trying to climb
It's never ending
Just can't do nothing
Gotta do something
'Cause if we don't open up our eyes
We're just pretending
Well, there's a time for givin' up
Didn't want to have to say it
All we doin' is building walls
And now there's too many barriers
Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lie
Too many barriers
Ohhh
Just too many barriers
Now we've been draggin' this whole thing out
But I can't wait any longer
Our love's burning down
Creepin' in the doubt
We're not getting any stronger
I hear you say that we're doin' OK
But, baby, I don't think so
Just can't do nothin', gotta do something
'Cause if I don't get into my car I won't go very far.
Well there's a time for giving up
Didn't want to have to say it
All we're doing is building walls
Now there's too many barriers
Ohhhh
Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers
Too many barriers
Just too many barriers
That we keep running into
Been tryin', but we just can't break through
I know I'm gonna keep wishing I was with you
But we just gotta stop
Here we are lying here
It's our last final goodnight
Just because it feels so good
No use pretending we're alright
Too many locks, too many crimes
Too many tears, too many lies
Too many barriers
Just too many barriers
In a hurry to get somewhere
And the world's tryin' to block you, block you
And you feel like you're nowhere
'Cause the world's tryin' to stop you, stop you
OH man.. I can cry listening to this song over and over.
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
