Saturday, April 4, 2009 8:55 AM
Damn.
I feel really lethargic, sluggish and depressed. In teens term, its EMO.
Guess it's because I didn't sleep the entire night till 845am in the morning and woke up at 4pm. Went to take an hour nap at 8pm.
Whats more. It's sucky when the time table is out and it doesn't go your way. Not angry, just feel kinda unjustified. Blaming no one here lah.
I resigned to fate, but I will fight to challenge my destiny.I'm sick and tired of all the nonsense that I'm faced with. Being the middleman sucks big time. When a quarrel arises, not only the 2 parties get hurt.
The people around them also feel the same way as the injured one. I'm guilty of my thoughts, resented by my feelings, disgusted by the negative emotions I'm feeling right now. Being around the people who cares about you just makes you feel appreciated. And when troubles come, you also have a duty to give back what you received. Thats how relationships build.
I failed to do my part.
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
