Tuesday, July 28, 2009 9:11 AM
I had the chance and I blew it.
I had the perfect opportunity and I chose not to.
I was almost there. 1 more step and all my doubts will be cleared. But I hesitated.
Something was holding me back. Conscience. That was it. The indescribable feeling that stopped me from continuing the last step. I hated that feeling.
It was controlling my thoughts, my mind and my actions. But it failed to control my heart.
The day where I was put to the test. Ethics VS Answers. I chose the former.
Though I knew that there won't be a 2nd time and I will have to find my own answers to my doubts through a different method. I just couldn't finish the last step.
I am angry yet proud.
Terror, fear and anger will soon engulf me but I deserve it. I chose this path. I am ready for it.
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
