Sunday, August 30, 2009 9:42 AM
Today is a not so good day. Today is a sad day.
I'm called heartless once again. Now, I'm called cold blooded. Honestly, I think I am a little but I don't understand either. I have my reasons, I have my excuses but they don't seem to be able to compensate this darn sucky feeling right now.
On top of it, grandma had a fever. A pretty high one too. I hope I can endure the pain on her behalf and free her from the tons of meds she has to take prior to this fever. At such an old age, grandma has to go through all the tiredness, exhaustion, breathless. Sigh. Seeing her wrinkled eyes shutting so tightly, clutching her hands on the armrest of her wheelchair, I really wish I have magical hands.
Oh well. I hope everything is gonna be fine. I wish, I pray for all my loved ones to be safe as I cannot take another fall.
Please. Whoever you are, wherever you are. Grant me my wish. My one and only wish. :D
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
Saturday, August 29, 2009 7:39 AM
If we hold on together.
I am HOOKED to this song. So much emotions flowing just listening to this song. And Oh. The Nokia music store is kinda cool. Just that the downloading part is rather slow.
Yipee! There are so many things I wanna share and update! And I believe there are more! Woo! So happy that I'm Free. Wuahahaha! But this also means that I'm gonna be damn eng. So if you are reading this, please call me and lets go out! :D Life is all about fun and making full use of every minute.
Let me rant about some things first. Haha. Let me 'emo-nemo' (As quoted from Jovis) a bit.
Ok. Through all these years, esp this year. I've learnt a lot. Mentally and spiritually. I don't know how I'll react when it really happens, but all I know that it have not really sank in. I assure you that I'm not hiding, I have no idea either. But I do feel guilty not feeling the way I should. Sigh. All things have to come at one go. These incidents have taught me one thing. TO ENJOY LIFE. I cannot emphasize this more. If the person/thing/event don't interest you or its just too boring, then just Leave! Cuz Life is too short for regrets and sorrows. We are so immune to this harsh, fast-paced life. I couldn't take a step back and really see things in a different way the last time. But now, I did and it was inspiring. You should too. Small lil things that makes your life happier. It works! Well, for me at least.
OK. Aunty Flo is done ranting.
Event no. 1:
BBQ at Ms Kwa's condo
YAY. I enjoyed that day very much. The food, the fun and of course the companion of all. Had so much fun. Food was good, esp the $15 beef. Haha! It was the food topic of the day. "The $15 beef! Must try Must try!" LOL. I liked the satay and the chunks of meat. And tks to the few chefs there. Haha!
It was both Vera and Mikh birthday. 2 choco cakes were fab as desserts. Oh man. I love these moments. Life is great like that.
Event no. 2:
Cycling at ECP!
Yes. I cycle ok! Not really good, but yah! Improved. Can proudly tell mum that her dearest daughter can cycle. And it was Matt's turn to learn. Not bad for a beginner. But it was sad, Ying and I had to leave to finish up our spec dip. BUTTT.. Bedok Blk 85 bah chor mee is AWESOME. Something to die for i tell you. So surduppp, so shiok! Ai yoh. Love it. And the porridge. Damn nice. Never hand such good food for a long time. But the 'mussels' ying ordered, I think I had lao sai-ed cuz of that. Was I the ONLY one that tasted sand?!!
Event no. 3:
Event no. 4:
Both next post ok? I wanna go eat snacks now. Haha! And photos next post also. Not as if ppl read my blog. K bye Flo! :D
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
Friday, August 21, 2009 8:54 AM
Yay! Its OFFICIAL Holiday! WOO!
Just left with spec dip. And yay! I think it should be fine lah.
Sun BBQ, mon cycling and tadah!
I simply can't wait. The feeling of having freedom back is so so great! AFter all the weeks of hardwork, sleepless nights, ups and downs.
Gonna do something I like before work comes in.
Another thing. Do you believe what mediums, fortune tellers say? How true are their words man?!
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
Monday, August 17, 2009 9:30 AM
I feel like shouting to the world and ask it to stop. Please. Just for a while.
Sigh. Life still goes on.
Who in the world care?! What they heck do they care for?! Who are you for them to care about?!
What in the world am I living in?
I ask myself this question time and time again.
As we grow, we learn. As we mature, we see. As we learn, we fall. That's life. Suck it in Flo.
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
9:28 AM
Damn. Another one?!
Why?! Why?! Why?!
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
9:21 AM
Cass Got talent. Went to support my friends. YAY!
Though they didn't win, but I'm proud of them. :D
Ok. Holland V was up next as we couldn't really decide where to go but we wanted to sit down and chit-chat. The night was too young. So we headed down to Coffeebean at Holland V to just sit and chill.
As said. These are the moments that I'll never forget. I'll miss this whole crazy bunch of people. Oh man... We're graduating soon and every moment with them is so precious. I love these gatherings where we talk, laugh and just have fun. :D
Thanks guys! Keep in touch ok? :D
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 8:16 AM
Well. Another message came in.
Why?! That's really all I can say. I don't want a call coming the last minute. I don't think I'll be able to take it. Well, if not me, please at least see them? I'm worried for them, esp my.
Am I strong or is that called heartless?
Whats life. Sigh.
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
Sunday, August 9, 2009 10:53 AM
Ok. A not-so-emo post.
Can't wait for school to be over. But then again, I don't want it to end so soon. Haha! Enjoy. Enjoy while I can. Enjoy life and live each day as if its your last. ;P Tks.
I have tons of projects to do. And time is always never enough. I wanna go gym for a long time! and swimming. I've not been swimming lately. ARGH. Now now now.. What to do during the holidays? Work? Nah.. PLAY first. AND MEET UP WITH FRIENDS. YOU!
I wanna meet alot alot alot of people. I wanna join some org or so community or some sports or some dance or something! Shall make my life more meaningful.
Oh. Threadless is addictive.
Its back to work now. Bb!
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
Saturday, August 8, 2009 3:12 AM
If you knew you won't die in 1 piece, would you rather die now or wait till your very last day?
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
Wednesday, August 5, 2009 11:09 PM
This world is unpredictable. This live is full of surprises. This journey is something that we all have to go through.
First you gave me happiness, added colours to my life. Everything was bright. Everyone was cheerful. Then as I grew older, you took some of that away and replaced it with sadness and anger. I begged to relive the old times where I cry to get my way. 1 day. Just 1 day. But you never gave it to me.
And now, when you really thought I was ok. You had to struck me with another one. Something which I hope I can cover my ears and just shun away from everything. U think I can, but I beg to differ. The only gratefulness that I can say is that you gave this responsibility to be that person. To be Flora Yeo. And rest assured. I will.
What a place to be in.
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
