Sunday, August 30, 2009 9:42 AM
Today is a not so good day. Today is a sad day.
I'm called heartless once again. Now, I'm called cold blooded. Honestly, I think I am a little but I don't understand either. I have my reasons, I have my excuses but they don't seem to be able to compensate this darn sucky feeling right now.
On top of it, grandma had a fever. A pretty high one too. I hope I can endure the pain on her behalf and free her from the tons of meds she has to take prior to this fever. At such an old age, grandma has to go through all the tiredness, exhaustion, breathless. Sigh. Seeing her wrinkled eyes shutting so tightly, clutching her hands on the armrest of her wheelchair, I really wish I have magical hands.
Oh well. I hope everything is gonna be fine. I wish, I pray for all my loved ones to be safe as I cannot take another fall.
Please. Whoever you are, wherever you are. Grant me my wish. My one and only wish. :D
~The occurrence of strong harmonic Beats~
